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I'm lonely and scared.

Mon May 18, 2009, 7:50 PM
I'm lonely...
I feel like I'm just falling into an endless cycle of nothingness and heartache...I miss them...I miss everyone...and I can't do anything about it because of my life and my job...and I hate school, I'm afraid I won't graduate...I'm stressed because I never see my neko...even when I do. I'm alone...I'm just alone and I feel sad and scared and I can't even go a day without wanting to scream. I'm afraid to tell anything to my father, I'm afraid of how I'm going to leave, I'm afraid of leaving. I'm stressed because my boss is an asshole...my dad is an asshole...my peers-whom I see most often-treat me like I belong on a burning stake...I'm just scared and sad and I feel alone....I wish I didn't...I'm scared...I wish you were here with me..

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Don't stop believin
  • Reading: my poetry for class
  • Watching: dribbles
  • Playing: the I'm okay game
  • Eating: nothing.
  • Drinking: nothing.

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:iconnettchen11:
~nettchen11 May 19, 2009, 11:53:40 AM
you need to talk to neko... even if she starts crying. i try to be there for you, but i don't have your number and i dont know when you work.
our only contact is through DA. we need a better way to talk.
the people at school are idiots to not see the beautiful side of you. if you need to scream... find a secluded place to scream and scream.
i'll try to be there more for you.

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i hate introspection!!!

it's a danger-trap......
Danger-trap? arent all traps dangerous???
uh..... yeah.... moving on.

home is where the heart is, so your real home's in your chest
:iconwatashi-wa-tsuki-ai:
~Watashi-wa-Tsuki-Ai May 19, 2009, 5:53:35 PM
I love you sweetie remember that! Idk what els to say so.... :fork: all those at school!

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All the celebrarties are having BABIES right? Well my theory is that ALIENS FROM OUTER SPACE have IMPREGNATED all of the celebraties and their ALIEN BABIES will make movies to BRAIN WASH US ALLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!! BEWARE!!!!!
:iconatfruth:
~atfruth May 19, 2009, 7:21:11 PM
It's a difficult time ending high school and facing so many challenges. Molly, if you want to ever talk about anything that is bothering you, you can always come to me and talk about it.
:iconladykiba:
~ladykiba May 20, 2009, 4:08:59 PM
I love you!!!! Im sorry that you cant see neko that much TTwTT we all wish that she was around more often now... and i agree with chii on the stabby part of the people at you school who treat you like that... I wuff you

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"Hey its comfortable, no wonder dead people lay this way"
-Me >.< heh heh

"Shes cheating! Shes a witch, she has buddah whispering answers in her ear"
-a random kid in my friends bio class about my friend.

"I IZ A TRAILOR!"
-me ^.^'
:icondrakina:
~drakina May 21, 2009, 5:16:35 PM
As soon as I can, I will be closer. I WILL help you face anything, and I want you to feel safe. Hang on, and stick through it, it won't last forever.

--
Black and White,
Rainbow-hued and No color at all,
Collosal and Tiny,
More powerful than I know and Knowledgable of all my power,
And every type of Dragon rolled into One.
:iconblitzwilson:
~BlitzWilson May 21, 2009, 7:46:15 PM
I don't know if the plastic forks do that...but those plastic knives can cut through fabric and my finger!

--
98% of Deviants don't know the difference between "your" and "you're." If you're one of the 2% that wants to punch 'em, put this in your sig.
:iconwatashi-wa-tsuki-ai:
~Watashi-wa-Tsuki-Ai May 22, 2009, 2:43:35 PM
best way to find out is to try it! iz canz help!

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All the celebrarties are having BABIES right? Well my theory is that ALIENS FROM OUTER SPACE have IMPREGNATED all of the celebraties and their ALIEN BABIES will make movies to BRAIN WASH US ALLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!! BEWARE!!!!!
:icondeoxrai:
~Deoxrai May 22, 2009, 3:16:04 PM
Wow. I thought Seniors would have outgrown the whole 'Make your peers feel like shit to make yourself feel better' routine.

Don't worry about them, as they're the ones who will end up homeless/selling drugs/etc if they haven't grown up by the time they'd be considered adults.

I know that I'm two or three years younger than you, but I'd be glad to listen to anything you'd have to say to me, Blitz.
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~sunsetartemis May 25, 2009, 11:32:37 PM
*hugs* I love you!

--
What happens when the dollar fails?
Sex, drungs, and rock and roll prevails,
People will have to take care of themselves,
Band together to survive,
And united we shall thrive.

I'm not afraid of dying.
I'm not afraid of living.
I'm afraid of forgetting.
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